Saying goodbye to my little friend.



Yes, my dear little smokie, we had a grand ole' time this year. You were with me nearly every day. You soothed me on those gloomy days and sparked up the party when I was celebrating with Mr. Miller L. But, alas we must part for a while because our relationship has become unhealthy. We have become co-dependent. I need you rather than want you. You demand I pick you up even when I am really not feeling like it. We have run out of passion. We just sit there together wasting money and time. Sitting in our own stink. It is comfortable yes, but it is just not special anymore. And so for now I must insist we stop seeing each other. It will be difficult I know. I am going to miss you. I will probably lose sleep over it and may lash out at my husband and friends. I know you will try to beckon me as I drive past your hangouts like the boobiemobile, the Landing and 7-11. But, please leave me be for now. In time we may visit. Paris perhaps? Or at some fabulous gathering with old friends, and tons of food and wine. I do not know when - but until then, hasta luego mi cigarillo de amour. I will think of you often.